Hydrotherapy Day--Thursday-tired, so tired

       My goal is to be able to have someone take photos or videos of me (eek!!!!!) while in my next hydrotherapy session; I am exhausted, but of note, I have already been able to rely more on other measures, such as heat, rubs, etc, and am hoping in a few months to scale back more on medication.  If only the YMCA did not make it so daggone hard (letter from IRS, statement from Social Security 30-90 days old, and then they will "see what they can do...."

Get this:                                               From this:

I realize we're all low on funds, but asking people with physical limitations to run all over town and back and probably end up with maybe a $5 decrease in a $65/month fee for their gym, they are asking, IMHO, a bit much.  Cuz to me, it feels like the NYC marathon.  They make it sound like "no biggie."  Then you do it, lady.  Cuz I am about to pass out.

I worked at it extra hard today, so I am guessing I will be extra useless tomorrow.  I am going to have my housing Case Manager take a video of me and see if it will post/upload.

I kept it short, I am exhausted!!!!  At bloody 8pm!!!!  But I'm working on it.

I am beginning to re-think even short, low-dose hospital based courses of ketamine.  Not sure it's available in Washington or if my insurance will pay....we'll see.

Mom wants to "donate a queen sized bed," but demannds I "don't embarass her."

I told her to hire the cleaning service of her choice and then she wouldn't be "embarassed."  Screw her!  I have a few things on my plate.

THIRTEEN DAYS!!!!